Shaking my head and laughing

I have to laught at myself for continuing to make concerted efforts at posting on a more than sporatic effort. I'm busy, life takes hold and days fly by and there's nothing that can be done about it. I really laugh though b/c it really is the same old shit on a different day/week/month/year. Manipulative ex, non-existant child father, me trudging on with a smile. I now work FT at Togus VA hospital and love it, my coworkers and life!! I will be back soon to update because there is much to say but not the time right now.

TTFN

B

Hey all

So it has been quite a while. I had to stay away for a while b/c my lovely ex kept printing anything I wrote on here and was trying to manipulate things against me in court. Well, I am back better than ever. I will not lay down and die, I will not allow someone to silence me, I will utilize my rights as an american citizen!!

Love ya!!

He we go....on the road again...

So I stopped posting on here for a while b/c my ex kept printing my blogs and trying to use them against me in court.

Well, I am going to enforce my Constitutional Right for freedom of speech.

SO I am going to be working on posting frequently.

Hope all is well.

BACK TO SCHOOL and other stuff

Kids go back to school tomorrow. Nic started Ridalin today. I am friggin tired. I got new neighbors above me. Not sure how this is going to work out. It's only a 2 bedroom apt yet there are 2 female adults and 4 kids living there. The lease was only signed to inclue 1 adult and three kids. Will be interesting. I have started a blog about my reef fish tank as a sort of time line. Hope it turns out well. it's called "Fishology101".

TTFN


B

Tired

SO I didn't go to sleep until 5:45 am this morning!! I wasn't really tired at all during the day either. I think it had to do with the weird lighting we were having last night because I was definately energized.

I signed Nic up for football today. He will be on the 70lb team. I think it's going to be a great outlet for all his pent up energy. Now hopefully the ex will get him to practices like he is supposed to so I don't wind up wasting my money!!

Started back to school shopping today!! I don't know who was more excited, me or the kids. I am going to try and get a part time job when they go back to school and work like 9am-2pm a few days a week. It will give me extra money and something to do all day!!

The biggest cichlid in the 55 gallon hallway tank died today. I watched it happen and it was kinda weird, he started swimming aorund in a panic. Then he'd lay on the bottom then freak out and swim around again. Kinda strange. I did a butt load of research on fish prices and compatability last night when I couldn't sleep.

Talked to Jo today and was reassured how much better Shane is without his father in his life. It's sad but it's true.

Well, TTFN



B

No more promises but an honest attempt

I am going to try and attempt to write on here every other day or more.

Updates!!

Donor: Hasn't seen Shane since January. We had court a few weeks back and found out he got a back check from social security and spend half of it before it got frozen in his account in an attempt to collect back child support. He got mad b/c they tried to take it, but they warned him he had to report it right away of he got it. Just goes to show what an honorable man he isn't....taking money out of his children's hands. We have been seeing his brother and sis-in-law who I consider to be one of my best friends, and they were the only ones I was worried about getting back in touch with anyway. So the situation is actually just the way it should be.

Ex: Everything is pretty much ok. As ok as it can be between two people who weremarried and got divorsed b/c of communicaiton issues as well as controling and maniulating problems.

Kiddies: Doing great, growing like weeds, ready for school to start, excited about sports in the fall!

Family: Anyone reading this!!!!!! Teresa Finnecario or how ever you spell her friggin name and Marc Wilson are scumbags and complete loosers. It takes a real "adult" to physically and sexually abuse a little child doesn't it? Then you lie to the police and DYFS over and over gain. Grow up and take responsibility for your actions!! My family will never forget what you did to my niece, and it's all about the Karma!!!!

Now that I got that out of my system......Life is good right now. Staying home with the kids is definately exercising my patience, but it's worth it. OK....hope all are well in the world.

TTFN

B

Retarded

Ok.....

the donor.....out again.....hasn't seen Shane in 3 1/2 months and after the restraining order....hasn't called in over a month.....THANK GOD

the ex.....pretty quiet on the home front

the vaca.....2 WEEKS!!! HOLY SHIT!!! CAN'T WAIT, NEED IT SO MUCH! Except boat kinda crashed yesterday. Will be fixed before we go but scary enough! Yes Ed, you were right!!